I Was Harassed Again While Parking for the Night. I'm Sick and Needed to Lay Down. The Boise Police Will Not Do a Thing About Anything, Why Would They Considering they Gangstalk Me Too

I just had another incident of assholes running me off from where I parked and set up for the night. Do I think this was just something that happened, a random event, no I do not. I parked in that spot all fall and through the winter, suddenly those guys show up to harass and run me off. I was heavily gangstalked last week by some of Boise's sociopathics, it's related. The city is just OK with that, well in fact they let a large number of assholes run me out of an apartment, so did HUD, Ada County, Idaho Housing Fiance, HUD and their useless non-profit. They all act like they are clueless, what I've come to realize is they aren't acting. They all act like there is something wrong with me because being harassed upsets me, it's normal to be upset by it and in fact it is very harmful to people.The fact that they do not understand this is frightening on many levels. Where is the "trauma informed approach? Preventing trauma is not something the city of Boise is interested in, no, they want to cause trauma. It is being done intentionally to harm me by a large number of people. Both the state and the city are allowing it and likely the federal government is also. This makes it a conspiracy to harm, both state and federal.

In Boise Idaho people think harassment and bullying are normal, this is why they have no laws against harassment other than for minorities. But in Idaho with all the misogynistic men women should be considered minorities and disabled people who are treated like garbage here should be considered minorities. They allow men at the Downtown library to put their hands on women, same with the Interfaith Sanctuary a homeless shelter. It is truly unbelievable.





I am not the only person being gangstalked in Boise Idaho. I took this picture a couple years ago very close to where I was parked tonight until I was harassed by bullies. Boise is the city of bullies. There are all kinds of networks in Idaho gangstalking targets and the police are used. I have been harassed by the Idaho State Police and the Ada County Sheriff's Department also, but Boise Police are domestic terrorists. This is happening all over the country and in other parts of the world, the FVEY  countries and NATO countries mostly.

The "Five Eyes" (FVEY) refers to an alliance comprising Australia, Canada, New Zealand, the United Kingdom and the United States. These countries are bound by the multilateral UKUSA Agreement for joint cooperation in signals intelligence, military intelligence, and human intelligence.

If anyone wants to know why Idaho was just classified as having the stupidest people in the country I can explain why. First of all the schools are horrible and one reason is the legislature wants it that way. You can't control people who are educated, you can't get away with criminal activity behind the scenes. These radical right wing legislators thinks anyone who is educated automatically becomes a liberal. But by liberal they mean Democrat and they aren't liberals except for a very small subset, they are right of center. That was done intentionally. Next the massive harassment and bullying of children lowers their IQs. There is a lot of child abuse in Idaho.

Look at the numbers, it isn't just that they are a bit lower than other states, no it's unbelievable. These are the people who harass me and they vote so no wonder Idaho is so screwed up. I already knew from being the supervisor of a psych a bit about low IQs and bullying. They traumatize children here because they are ignorant and think abuse is normal. That abuse lowers IQs and people with low IQs tend to bully more. Try being around the behaviors and then the same behaviors from the Boise Police Department, try calling a legislator and having them just repeat Republican talking points to you. 

The police show up and do nothing, but have so much time to gangstalk me all the time. After years of being here I have come to the conclusion that is their primary assignment, to harass people. Like I said to the cop tonight I had no idea when I came here I was landing in a "cousin fucking Alabama state." How the hell Idaho got into the Pacific Northwest?

Boise Idaho is a problem. I guess these people want me to tell the whole fucking story and I will. I'm going to go full bitchwoman on them and tell the whole damn story. 

A FB Post From December 29th 2015, Constant Trauma of the Homeless in Boise Idaho, the Libarary Should Be Called One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest

I have experience as Nurse Ratched, restraints and meds all around for everyone.

I have much work due to the constant trauma, harassment and gangstalking started but never published. Today I am very angry about the harassment at the library. The staff does not do anything about most of the problems even when informed. I am very tired of setting up, then having to go ask staff to call security, then security does not show up does nothing or the perpetrator stops their assholery just before they arrive. Then I have to pack up and move. There was a table I sat at sometimes on Sunday away from the other tables, the staff moved it. Years of this. Yesterday noise from behind me, someone laying on the floor. Staff did nothing, no security guard. Tonight I ask the noise maker to please stop, he asked me if I was really there, I said, "No I'm a hallucination." There was a guy on the floor behind me and at least he was quiet. The guy that was sleeping yesterday was quiet too. I sit against a wall by an electrical outlet trying to get away from the problem people in this library and those who come in to intentionally harass me and are allowed by the city of Boise to do so, perhaps even contracted by them. Here is my FB post for today.

He said he didn't really believe me since I was smiling when I said it, part of it is true I am trying to find some kind of protection from the bastards I am exposed to since the City of Boise, the Boise Police Department, the Idaho Housing Finance, HUD, Steadfast Management and at least one government contractor and several Infragard gangster corporate entities of assholery decided to make sure I was homeless again by massively traumatizing me for a year, well much longer than that, but I was at the Civic Plaza Apartments for a year of hell. It is not safe anywhere I go, the park system or parked on the streets at night. There are lots of drugged up drunken crazy bastards in this city and the police gaslight or harass me. The machete comment is due to a woman who lives in a car who posted on the Women's Rubber Tramp Rendezvous FB page that she keeps one. Well, what they hell else can we do and my experience is the BPD is useless, compromised, been given some false information about me and since the city is corrupt as hell they would have to be too.

Celia Harrison

December 29, 2015 ·

The brutal policies against the homeless in Boise Idaho may kill me. I fell Christmas day after being left out in the freezing cold until hypothermia caused muscle cramping which resulted in muscle tears due to ME/cfs, then of course pulled muscles in my back. Then the single people were disrespected Christmas night by Interfaith Sanctuary. Then I became very ill with what is most likely CMV rebloom due to the onslaught against my immune system, but no one would fathom to do labs to see what it is. The symptoms are really bad flu as ME/cfs immune systems are broken in the area of viruses and then our symptoms are worse than normal people. And after a couple days more of hypothermia I was in the ER on Sunday feeling like I was going to die and hoping I would. Then more hypothermia. On Monday after having to call the frickin medical director at Terry Reilly Clinic I finally got a doctor who has functioning brain cells, waiting for medical records. Have an ear infection, but antibiotics are a problem for ME/cfs so will try to do without them. She ordered me a rescue inhaler as I was bronchospasming all over the place. She asked what she could do to make me feel better and I told her 60 Meqs of KCL rapid IV push would be nice, the burning wouldn’t last long. She refused to euthanize me.
To get the inhaler I had to walk on streets covered in ice as Boise is not familiar with salt unless one is downtown. Salt has apparently been banned in areas where homeless people walk. As I was on the phone talking to the haughty secretary at the Interfaith Sanctuary admin. offices I fell. I said fuck when that happened and she was clearly disturbed by it. Yea I will probably swear anytime I fall on the ice Ms. Haughtiness. So I make it finally and get the inhaler. Then I sat at the library a while trying to warm up and rearrange my backpack. I have not had any bathroom surveillance since I posted about it on FB, interesting.
Then I leave the library a little later than normal as I had fallen and hurt my back more and was very cold. I carefully cross the streets especially if it is dark as they have the most egocentric assholey people driving cars here you have ever seen. I am almost hit by someone every day. People who ride bikes here are in a great deal of danger. I was almost to the middle of an intersection when out of nowhere a car comes way to fast right for me. I could hardly see it so I realized later the headlights must have been off. I tried to jump out of the way sure there was no way I would not be hit and she was going to fast I could easily have died. I was wearing a heavy backpack so I fell backwards right in front of the car and was sure she would run right over me. Fortunately, she finally looked and stopped just in the nick of time. I was lying in the street and began screaming, “Do you people in this city every look, do you know what a cross walk is, you almost killed me…if my laptop is broken.” I was then hysterical as I have almost been hit by a car nearly every day I have been in Boise, it’s way worse than the drunks of Alaska, simply due to egocentric assholes. And what the hell is wrong with the police who do nothing about this, it is a well-known problem.
She never once asked if I was OK, she just said, “I’m sorry" and took off. Considering the headlights being off and the speeding she may have been impaired. So my hands are frozen and I can’t write down the license plate. I kept repeating it over and over. I also could not tell what kind of car or the color due to the darkness. Then later could not remember one of the streets right. I am so sick I should be in a hospital it is a wonder I can stay upright. The dispatcher was not very receptive to my complaint. I was very upset, then she kept talking and I could not accurately remember the license plate number, the first 3 numbers I am sure about. I was also hurt more, even with pulled abdominal muscles as well as more back muscles, carrying a heavy backpack. I expected a cop to come as I had almost been killed and certainly was hurt, but all I got was that one would call me. I got to the sanctuary late of course and then fooling with my frozen things outside took quite a while what with my spasming back and abd muscles. Then I had to wait a long time to get my electronics locked up. Then we have to check in and eat, then I took a shower due to being very ill and spasming muscles. I guess a cop called while I was showering and I did not hear the phone ring. But there were a couple more calls and I did not hear those, my ringer was on, the place is really loud. When I came in I told the guy who was on that I had almost been killed and that I was not liking Boise too much due to the brutal policies against the homeless. I said, “How many have they killed?” The only thing I live for is justice and anger at this point, that is what keeps me going. Fortunately, the guy who was on is Jeffry who is not a bully nor a psychopath, but bossy because he is the boss and that is a good thing. He enforces the rules evenly and not in an assholey way.
I am on a top bunk and managed to climb into it knowing I had to get up and pee again and brush my teeth, but I had to lay down. Right after my last I.C. (interstitial cystitis) pee and tooth brushing was lights out I was almost asleep when the lights came back on. Then I sit up and say, what the heck? The woman on the bottom bunk next to mine pointed at the top one next to me and she was hanging over the edge and there was puke everywhere. I had earplugs in so did not hear and I can’t smell anything right now. People went and got ear plugs sticking them up their noses and one was rubbing deodorant under her nose so it must have been bad. Poor Jeffrey had to come help her and cleaned up the mess. Of course he had to use bleach and then sprayed room deodorizer so then I was awake coughing all night from the chemicals, but not much choice there. Apparently there was a second round of puking that I slept through thank goodness.
Then this morning the bed numbers who were supposed to do chores in the women’s area should have been six, only three of us stayed to do them. So I am very ill and rather beat up and stayed to do my part while others took off. Nice. At least I did not have to deal with the Spiced up woman who bullies me in the storage shed daily this morning. On chore days one can’t get a place to sit unless arriving when the day shelter opens so that is why they don’t do chores. So I am at a coffee shop and before that ate something because I G.I. bleed easily and have to take Ibuprofen to survive today. I am nauseous but managed to eat. I was telling someone this morning what happened last night and they said please make trouble because there is a history of this kind of treatment from BPD. The guy that was on said this bike cop usually comes by in the AM so he would send him to talk to me. He never came and I was very slow getting done.
I called and made a request to speak with the Chief of Police and oh he is just too busy today. So I mentioned discrimination and life being cheap in Boise for homeless people. At one point the secretary asked me what officer came to talk to me, OH NO I WAS TOLD IT WOULD JUST BE A PHONE CALL! No one came to see me. My life is worth nothing in Boise Idaho. Assholes.

Harassment at the Interfaith Sanctuary is SOP, the Grounds are Covered in Ice, I Can't Find Housing, Fake News

Where I brought a chair to sit among the shelves to find a little peace to work

After having to as usual walk a long distance in the poor conditions due to the icy sidewalks in Boise Idaho for anyone who must walk. Almost daily I walk on ice to get some healthy food and had to get around the massive construction projects.

Today was the point in time count of the homeless in the United States. I am very disillusioned by horrible treatment of the homeless in this country so did not tolerate it early this morning. I was harassed at the Interfaith Sanctuary again by Dan ­­­­­­Ault who does these frequent episodes where he picks some untrue bullshit theme and repeats it to me every time I’m seen, so clearly it is harassment as the only other explanation would be intellectual impairment.

I then went to the library. Had to go to the noisy first floor due to the painting upstairs that they failed to inform people about which made me sick, once again. Before I could sit down someone approached me with his point in time questions. No peace, no stopping the reminders that I am homeless for one fucking second. My reaction was yes, I am homeless and have a homeless card to prove it, that I was harassed at the Interfaith Sanctuary once again by Dan Ault last night so not in a great mood today for this. I go into a public place in pain needing to just sit down knowing the area I must sit in is going to get nuts and right off the bat slapped in the face with being counted, FFS! I tell him those numbers are not necessarily being used for the purposes they are told and what difference does it make anyway, nothing ever gets better, they just tell better lies about housing and how we are treated. Then I went into my McCarthy routine, “Are you now or have you ever been a card-carrying member of the homeless party? Yes Senator McCarthy I’m a card carrying member.” This country is pathetic and things are only going to get worse.

First when Dan starts I ask him isn’t he going to tell me about some list of apartments that does not exist stating he’ll give me a copy of it like he’s done over and over. He did that one for weeks telling me the same BS and never producing the list, oh and telling me how he and Tim find someone housing every day and get this he finds the apartments on Craigslist. It’s funny how hardly anyone leaves the shelter to go to housing but so many are helped to find it, quite odd.  I have been on that Craigslist for years looking all over the country for a rental that I can afford and will accept my social disabilities. There is a reason I know there is little low income housing in this country and the system has been rigged to prevent certain categories of people from being able to have a place to live or even live.

Last night the theme was my complaints are all because I need mental health counseling. Really now? I have PTSD, but not psychotic, nor do I have a personality disorder as was documented before I got PTSD. I am depressed due to the shelter stealing my civil cases that would have helped me get justice and housing along with the horrible conditions I live in, but Dan had a hell of a lot to do with all of this along with receiving continuous trauma making my PTSD constantly triggered. He told me in the past about some woman at some agency who I supposedly had an appointment with. But wait, someone at the Children’s and Women’s Alliance told me I needed no counseling at all. LOL. Welcome to the world of health care for the low income, but especially the homeless. One time you get some crazy diagnosis and the next time there is absolutely nothing wrong with you, both are wrong.  Those working with mental health are often poorly educated, often social workers with little appropriate experience and can do lots of harm to people. When I went to the so-called appointment the woman did not show at the appointed time and then it was revealed it was a cattle call, no way did I stay for that. Then later Dan tells me this woman is going to call me, she did not. Now Dan tells me he has formed a relationship with some other woman. I say, “Someone wants to form a relationship with you?’ I then say it’s probably that same org of incompetence so thanks but no thanks and yes it was. I was wondering if this woman is familiar with Dr. Hare’s psychopathy checklist.

At least he did not stalk me down the little hall this time to keep other people from hearing, there were several witnesses, “He called you over for that!”

During this last crazy episode, he intimated I was crazy and needed counseling, lazy and that I was just blaming others for my problems. The Interfaith Sanctuary is such a therapeutic place she said sarcastically. I said, “Dan, one path, just one path for the elderly and disabled” pointing outside where there is ice all over the property. Some was eliminated between the buildings and Conex boxes where people go to get their frozen shampoos, soaps and lotions. There I a large area when leaving the property that is quite treacherous and then the alleyway is very dangerous. There are many dangerous areas in Boise Idaho for pedestrians due to the crazy regulations that property owners are to take care of the sidewalks, but there is obviously no enforcement at all. Dan’s response to me was predictable, because their responses are always aimed at trying to shame the homeless person who complains about safety issues.

A man recently asked night shift if he could put out something to melt the ice and was told he could buy it himself. I have had an evening shift staffer several times tell me there were not hot beverage cups when I mentioned people could not drink coffee in the plastic cups. People do drink out of them either no knowing or not caring that the plastic will leach out and cause harm to their health. The staff doesn’t give a damn either. I knew he was lying when he told me this, but he always adds this dig about people taking three cups at a time and how the shelter has limited funds. Putting out one kind of cup so another type must be used in the morning does not conserve resources. Assholiness comes from those who are illogical and like to bully people which is very easy to do when you have a building filled with voiceless homeless people. When I tried to complain about the rude things he said to me and state that hardly anyone is taking three cups I was treated like shit as per usual.

Dan told me I could go out and get a shovel, this is after I had showered and put on pajamas. Keep in mind the property has pretty much been in this condition all winter and was like this all last winter. Another serial bully named Tim a few months ago, when the subject of my falling last winter on the ice at that time came up told me they had just not gotten to removing the ice yet. Horse crap! They threw some ice melt down right after I fell which did little and the ice was there all winter. I know because we had to stand on it when there was no place to go in the freezing cold waiting for the shelter to open. I have pictures of the frost bite on my toes from this. I told Dan that the ice was packed and it would take more than a shovel to remove it. I have no work gloves or Carhardts due to the polices which Dan implemented last winter that resulted in my property in my suitcase being stolen by the shelter, it’s staff and minions with property being taken or thrown in the dumpster.

Then I explained to Dan that I used to do extra but got screwed over so stopped and that there were many other people like myself. I was the only woman who went outside to work. I swept the storage buildings where they kept the filthy plastic bins our property was in for so long and then picked up garbage all over the property. I started before everyone else and finished after most of them. I was suddenly told I could not start until 7 AM which did not work as the outside plastic bins had to be put away in the buildings at that time. Often their decisions and the things they say make no sense, some of the staff are aware of this but have been told what to do by higher staff. The fact that I took quite a bit of time, was doing at least two chores and doing them well did not matter to them. What mattered was sabotaging me, harassing me, making things hard for me and fucking me over. At that time, I said Ok then, I’ll just do one regular chore on chore day and that is it. NOW DAN WANTS TO TRY AND IMPLY THAT I AM SOMEHOW LAZY OR IRRESPONSIBLE, REALLY! No, I am not the irresponsible one, the one who makes bad decisions, no that is someone else.

Dan also told me I need to save money to get into an apartment, really? I’ve been looking for over a year and before that looked somewhere else and have searched all over the country. Where and when will I find this apartment? I told Dan who was an ass for saying this to me in front of people implying that I fritter my SSDI away. No, I have ME/cfs which is not treated with medication which would be covered by my medication insurance, no I must buy supplements and vegetables to treat the massive problems of ME/cfs and I must do this all alone. I buy some healthy food, not enough healthy food, but some. He can fuck off, I told him that I was choosing to stay alive. What is the point of an apartment when one is dead which I would be if I did not have the good judgment to do what I do with my SSDI? 

I told Stephanie Day the homeless coordinator in Boise that it is more expensive to be homeless than to have a place to live for me and it’s true. If I could cook, then much of the supplements would be added to the food in a cheaper form and could be bought in cheaper bulk form. Doctors do not know how to treat ME/cfs, but I do, in fact they generally are abusive to us and cause huge problems. Leave me the fuck alone.

At the Boise Main Library today.

During this BS episode, I told Dan, “You got nothing, nothing.“ That was about his BS counseling and the past lies about finding housing. I also brought up the propaganda that is often in the news media. Just the previous day I had read something channel 2, KBOI had on their website quoting a person from the Interfaith Sanctuary saying the weather was why the homeless were having such a hard time with the viruses and all, so they needed cough drops and cold remedies. I went by KBOI to inform them that no, the weather has not got a thing to do with catching the virus other than viruses do transfer a bit easier in cold weather, no it is the horrible conditions we live in, the poor nutrition, the lack of appropriate personal hygiene, the stress of being bullies, the trauma, the demoralization of the homeless. The cold weather if one has influenza can make the symptoms worse or last longer, but does not cause one to get ill from a virus and the snow hasn’t got a damn thing to do with it.I also told KBOI that they were responsible to clear the sidewalks as the city of Boise apparently hasn't told many property owners yet, just volunteering to help out, hehe. 

Yes, people need cough drops and the hand warmers are important as many have only one pair of shoes and often they are not appropriate for the weather and hand warmers can be placed inside them at night to dry them out. I was treated like a pariah by the troll who guards the door to the offices of KBOI. This is what happens when so called news media is grossly interested in kissing butts rather than reporting the truth.

Abuse, Harassment, Menacing, No Sleep, Shaking Bed Due to Visitors In The Bed Under Me

Each night I get into bed hoping to be able to go to sleep as early as possible due to being severely sleep deprived for weeks from my bunk being shook through most of the nights. It’s like being at sea during a storm or an earthquake.

I have been so severely sleep deprived for weeks I can barely function and have fallen several times including while trying to get on a bus. I fell this morning while wearing a heavy backpack. My neurological symptoms have gotten very bad so I drop things constantly. I feel like I’m going to die. On multiple occasions, I have complained about this problem and no intervention was taken, but instead I was bullied by staff and lies were told about me. She wakes up at about 1:30 or 2 AM and the bed starts rocking. A couple weeks ago, a nearby person in the dorm says she watches the bed and it looks like an earthquake to her the way the bed moves.

Me/cfs has hundreds of symptoms which is why almost no doctor knows a thing about it. One of the symptoms is a chronic sore throat. I also have Interstitial Cystitis. Imagine being in a homeless shelter with these health issues. The cough drops have menthol which make the symptoms of the IC worse, so I must limit them. On top of the normal ME/cfs sore throat are the allergic and vasomotor rhinitis symptoms caused by the shelter air. The women’s dorm is across from the laundry room, the machines are run 22 hours a day. Yes there is the noise. Often the bleach fumes from that or the mop buckets are very toxic and there are other toxic things in the air. The fans blow dust and cause vasomotor rhinitis as does bleach, so my symptoms get much worse, especially when my head is put down to go to sleep.

With ME/cfs we have frequent vascular headaches due to low blood volume and I can’t do most of the things needed to prevent them, migraines also cause a running nose which makes the sore throat worse. Long ago I explained to staff why I can’t use very many cough drops so substitute hard candies. I was told that was not a problem. Everything is fluid at the Interfaith Sanctuary, today this is the rule, tomorrow it’s that and oh yea we aren’t going to tell you of the change, the rules only apply to certain people and in my case, are either eliminated or added to try and run me out of the shelter. ADA is not abided unless the person has some kind of gear. All those with invisible disabilities are not believed even when a note is brought from a doctor, an ADA violation. Anything that involves the germ theory of disease appears to violate their policies.  

I was almost asleep when two staff came into the dorm and were next to the beds. At first it seemed they were looking at her, then I realized they are talking to me but I had ear plugs in and take one out. I am asked if I am eating candy. Immediately I know where that came from. That person below me use to bring food in and pile it on her bed and has been harassing me about my sore throat treatments while I ignored her. I did not inform on her for having food as there are more pressing issues due to her severe behavior problems and the horrible odor she gives off, but she probably thinks I did. While she is eating she doesn’t talk. I doubt the staff noticed the food themselves as they miss things like gallon size water jugs. Yes, that was quite hilarious and I did demonstrate how a woman was drinking out of it with two hands holding it. The things that go on are hard to believe but true.

Then there were the two younger men on staff treating me, the older woman, one of the few who is not in the adolescent stage of development in that dorm like a child after I complained about her abuse over a period of weeks and told them I was just ignoring her. They were clueless as to what had been going on or that this woman is a sociopath and probably has a second personality disorder. I had been ignoring her behavior over a long period of time and had informed staff she was trying to start trouble which she has done with many people. They in fact moved someone away from her because they are clueless and thought the other woman was the problem. At the Interfaith Sanctuary, the person who reports the problem is to be targeted, the problem is OK with them. She is very menacing and nasty. Nothing was done about it. I continued to just ignore her and had to endure the torture every night of not being able to sleep, being called foul names, being menaced and gagged by her odor. I explain to the two staff what I am using the hard candies for to coat my throat so I can go to sleep if the bed ever stops shaking. I then became infuriated at how they were treating me after this all could go on over a period of weeks and told them every night she wakes me between 1:30 AM and 4 AM or several times shaking the bed for hours, then in the morning when I get up she calls me a fucking bitch. She also comes in and stands looking at me and my bed as if she is looking for something or just stands there staring at me in a menacing way.

If other women are around she calls me foul names and tells them all kinds of illogical crap that makes no sense trying to start something and acts in a menacing way. I just ignored her, but I have been warned she has a history of assault. Night before last when the staff did her bidding to harass me they gave her license to escalate this behavior. I explained that to them but even now doubt that they get it. Why would I be surprised by this when for many months they allowed me to be mobbed by a group of women last winter. Why would I be surprised when those in the higher positions at the shelter have also bullied me and it has been recent including last night.

When her stunt did not result in my being removed from my bunk so she could be free of me reporting the bed shaking she intentionally kept me awake all night. Last night along with lots of other inappropriate comments Dan Ault told me that I was living with 22 other women in the dorm as if it was me that was the problem and just complaining about normal stuff because he can’t listen, take action or make an appropriate decision, he can only bully me.

I got up at one point to tell the night shift staff what was going on and how pissed I was. There was no one there at the desk. I went to the bathroom and came back, still no one. This morning staff said she was there. I told her no she was not and there was another person there when I went to the desk and who he was. She said she was there when he was. No, she was not then, but he is at the desk a lot at night and she could have been in another place in the shelter. What I told her was the truth, I never lie.

Sunday morning this is what I saw when I got up. Keep in mind staff, including Dan Ault were told over a long period of time. 

 It may not have just been her mumbling.

On top of all of that for weeks this person had body odor to the point of my gagging and it was from a particular body part. I complained to staff over and over. After weeks one shower that I know of was taken. The odor was so bad that when the linens were stripped from the bed it was still there and lingered in the bathroom stalls she used as well. I did not tell this story for a very long time trying to be respectful even while being intentionally harmed and while the staff was neglectful, but after the obvious attempt to harm me last night and the staff facilitating it and being harassed by Dan Ault when I come into the shelter under the guise of helping me I decided to tell the whole truth.

Yesterday I attended a hearing in Bethel Alaska by phone to try and prevent a lawyer who harmed me from becoming their judge. I believed I would have to do this while the judge facilitating the hearing tried to stop me from telling the truth, so it was stressful, but he did not do that as he had in the last hearing. Being so sleep deprived I was afraid of how I would sound and was unable to say much due to being so sleep deprived. This is the second of four hearings. The first one happened Saturday while I was sleep deprived, but not as bad. There are two later this week and for one two of those who helped have me wrongfully imprisoned are trying to become judges. The way the shelter is run makes everything hard to do, causes anxiety and stress and traumatizes people. There are some very vulnerable people at that shelter who when bullied by these sociopaths just leave and stay outside even in the winter when it is freezing cold. I watched that last winter.

The civil cases I brought with me to try and get justice and turn around false negative issues with regard to housing were thrown away by the bad decisions of the staff at Interfaith Sanctuary due to treating the decent homeless as non-humans. That was years of work and hard fought for FOIA request results they stole from me. Rather than case management to help people get housing they instead make it much harder. The paperwork needed to rent a place to live also gets thrown out and the process to get everything replaced can be quite a bit of work, many have had their personal documents thrown away. This makes it hard for those looking for work as well. Then when I continue my fight by trying to stop those who harmed me in Alaska from harming others the shelter can’t even let me get some sleep. How on earth do they expect people to do anything, get housing, get a job, anything without sleep and while being constantly, CONSTANTLY emotionally abused. The Interfaith Sanctuary is constant severe domestic violence and it is worse for me than others. Many people end up homeless after being traumatized and then are traumatized at shelters over and over. Interfaith Sanctuary has two serial bullies on staff who have done this for years by their actions of lack of actions.

Last night this woman banged and tapped on the bed while shaking it. She screamed at other people in the dorm demanding they do as she said. She now wears some brace on her foot and uses a cane. I suspect this could be an act to get out of chores or manipulate as she has others make her bed for her. She has a cane, first she took someone else’s and staff had to get it from her. That cane is not a safe thing as she could easily become assaultive which should be something social workers would be able to determine but why is it they can’t? I was in danger and the staff did not care.

She wakes me very early, then I can’t go back to sleep so just wait until time to get up doing without sleep for weeks and weeks while the people who run the shelter are abusive if I complain about it. When I started getting my stuff together to get up she would harass me and call me foul names, every morning, sometimes even coming out into the main area later to continue making nasty remarks. The staff allowed this.

I have no idea what it was about but suddenly this morning there was yelling form the staff office. Someone asked if it was that woman and I said it sounded like her. It was unbelievable the things she was saying, you know just so much like what she has said to me for weeks. She was very aggressively yelling loudly and calling the staff the same foul names she called me for weeks. Then the staff tells her to leave the shelter and she is thrown out, to go get her stuff. She says, “I will not leave!” She leaves the office and goes to her bunk. I still had my stuff on mine and seeing as she is a sociopath I felt there was a danger of theft or damage, so went to stand by in the hallway. For some odd reason, she got one of her slaves to fold her blanket before she left which makes no sense unless she thinks Dan will protect her, so interesting. If that is the case it explains why she could harm me all this time.  I waited for her to get her stuff outside and leave the property before going outside with my things due to a possible assault.   

He told me to look for housing on Craigslist. Oh, I’m familiar with Craigslist and barnies aka customers of prostitution. I also have a fairly high IQ as I explained to Dan. But really, this is his magical plan for finding housing? I have been on Craigslist for years and have searched all over the country for housing. Over the last year in Boise I used Craigslist so I can explain that at the library they often get blocked. I used Craigslist to track a psychopath who stole from me several different ways, helped set me up to be wrongfully imprisoned, starved and tortured my cat and facilitated his brother file a false police report and perjure himself in court, it worked great. I also got screen shots of his ads for prostitution and posted them on line from Craigslist. The police in Homer Alaska thought I was crazy when I told them he was involved in prostitution and used Craigslist, yep they are either customers or very slow. The slow part is well documented.

Dan does this psycho thing when I come in where he harasses me for about twenty minutes saying the same things over and over. He use to follow me down the little hallway saying those things when no one else was there until one day I yelled, “If you think that you’re delusional” and “Stop being crazy.” That was the same hall he punched a homeless man in wasn’t it, but I was not a witness until the man came outside and called the cops, guess he got thrown out since they don’t allow use to call the police, especially after being assaulted by staff. He was talking to dispatch, “Yea, Dan assaulted me” as blood dripped off him. What I said to people was I expected to be the one he assaulted but my vagina must have protected me.

Yesterday the same staff that was on this morning when I complained about the behaviors and that the staff must be condoning it said none of them would condone that. Then I said why was something not done about it, no response. Then I said it was certain Dan was condoning it and she tells me that she knew Dan and he did not. Yes, Dan and other staff do condone it otherwise they would have done something. Action was only taken when she targeted another person, then she was thrown out due to her behavior towards the staff. That first night something should have been done. Things are not right at that shelter, nor are they safe. Dan likes to harass me by saying, “Celia, I’m so happy you feel safe to come back and stay here.” Dan is not happy I am there which is why he harasses me. I tell him no it is not safe, then I get told I can go to City of Lights or he wants to know why I come back. I say, “I’m homeless and this is the homeless shelter.” He has done this crazy crap for months. Now he is on some kick of harassing me about finding housing. He says illogical things about how he finds so much housing. Housing is easy to find, finding low income housing not so much, finding housing for those with social disabilities in Boise Idaho is nearly impossible. I ask him for a list, none is given. Last night he says he is reluctant to give people housing information unless they are in case management. I’ve been in their case management, no thanks.  I told him she is a sociopath but he might not know what that means because he’s a social worker. Hehe. I have social worker stories that will make your hair curl. Crazy stuff.

Dan dismissed my complaints about not sleeping that it had affected my health or that I had caught three viruses from her in a two-week period due to her poor personal hygiene. They like to gaslight a t that shelter, more on this later. When I told Dan I was sick he sarcastically goes, “Always, always.” What an ass. I have ME/cfs and live in pathogens. The policies of that shelter are part of the problem.

There is a clique of people from the Cooper Court tents who come into the shelter in the winter if they are not in prison. They cause all kinds of problems and among them are several sociopaths. When they arrive, the rules are not followed, the staff does not enforce them and they abuse the decent people. One of them kept coming into the women’s dorm last night yelling and carrying on when the rule is if one does not have a bed in there to stay out. That rule is enforced for others but not for them. It was a nightmare last winter. Some of the Cooper Court people were decent people, disabled and with other issues, but some are a big problem. When the old director of Interfaith Sanctuary felt the Cooper Court people were dangerous I now understand what she meant. They let her menace me for weeks. If I am assaulted by this woman there is going to be hell to pay.

Last night when I went into the Conex box where the lockers are this woman and her clique were in there and she began to call me all kinds of names and said things about me drinking coffee in the main area in the morning. It was the same stuff she says to me, but she was louder due to her clique that she controls being there. She said this, “She gets up at 5 AM and sits in the lobby drinking fucking coffee.” I know how could I do such a thing, someone call the police immediately. This was all she could come up with about me for bullying. I don’t get up at 5 AM, it is 5:15 AM unless I oversleep which never happens with her and I may have already been awake for hours before this time due to her shaking the bed.

This morning while I was sitting “in the lobby drinking fucking coffee” a woman whose bed is in a spot to observe what goes on told me why the bed shakes. She has woman who get into the bed with her in the middle of the night. I said that explains it. It is really gross considering the odor wafting. They let this go on for weeks, I couldn’t see it due to it being below me. I did see women kind of duck down towards her bed but thought they were talking to her. OMG! There was a problem over in the family side not too long ago of people doing things one would not do in front of others or sleeping in a room with others and especially when children are present. It went on for quite a while without them being believed. Then they changed the double beds to singles. Telling the truth and not being believed is a chronic problem at Interfaith Sanctuary. Telling the truth and being gaslighted there is quite pathological. 

Yesterday I questioned someone at BPD about the definition of harassment in Idaho. Then I said I would call them when it got really bad again. It was bad this morning and the staff told me if I called the police I would be thrown out of the shelter. They do not do their job, allow harassment, menacing and more but we can't even call the police without retaliation? Is that even legal?