Saturday, February 3, 2018

The Release of the Memo Helps Targets of Government, Corporate CIA/FBI/Fusion/Local Gov/Local Police/Black Budget Funded Stalking, Harassment, Suicide, Slander, Disruption Program

I have been gangstalked on and off for over a decade. This is organized stalking, FBI/Fusion/local law enforcement and often local governments, mayors. It's CIA techniques, developed by the paperclip NAZIs with NSA training often done with MOSSAD contractors. Much of the abuse of innocent citizens is done with the use of security contractors, there are about 10,000 of them now. The CIA has control of all of the law enforcement agencies now. The FISA warrants obtained to spy on Donald Trump and the lies and legal manipulations used to get them is SOP. There are millions of us with these warrants containing lies from someone who wants to harm us. Then the contractors and local governments and law enforcement can steal money from the American people to sadistically torture for profit, they are leaches, a blight on the earth. I have had cops in Boise run cars at me, wait until I was in the middle of a cross walk and cut their vehicle right in front of me, they also witnessed perps do this and took no action. If I asked them why they did nothing they were nasty. I was almost ran over one night when a woman ran her car at me and I tried to jump out of the way. I was homeless, wearing a backpack and fell backwards to the ground thinking there was no no way she could avoid running over me, she was barely able to stop. The Boise Police
Department just like most other entities in my case failed to do their duty. The high number of pedestrian vs vehicle accidents in Boise has something to do with this kind of threatening behavior or attempted murder. I'm going to have a lot more to say about all of this and have many stories. Those stories include being gangstalked while homeless and having to stay at the Interfaith Sanctuary.

Below is a link to what I wrote in response to the release of the Trump FISA memo aka Pee Pee memo. I hope it will help pave the way for the targets of the American Stasi to find the origins of their warrants, get reparations, put the perpetrators in prison and for the public to find out the truth about their country. An army of brown shirts has been created based on Stasi tactics, a huge number of them. Even if we were terrorists which we are not these tactics are not going to help any law enforcement agency investigate. Instead this is psychological warfare, torture and all of it is illegal as hell.

The Release of the Memo Helps Targets of Government, Corporate CIA/FBI/Fusion/Local Gov/Local Police/Black Budget Funded Stalking, Harassment, Suicide, Slander, Disruption Program

Thursday, August 17, 2017

The Banality of the Homeless US System is About Genocide, Some of US Were Forced Into Homelessness, ADA Violations at Interfaith Sanctuary



Over a long period of time I have written about my life as a homeless person, the injustice I suffered in Alaska and then the very strange harassment that has gone on for years including very strange mobbing behaviors at a USDA RD subsidized, predatory non-profit owned apartment complex in Soldotna Alaska. I have a much better understanding of that now. Apparently the JTTF/FUSION/FBI/CIA here in Idaho has started their Stasi tactics on me helping to make this clear, thanks for the intel, oh and of course it means I am telling the truth because why bother harassing and disrupting a person who lies or is crazy. They spend huge amounts of money on disrupting the lives of people who have pissed off politicians, community bullies, other forms of scum and as someone recently said, the “bad rich people in power.” It is a type of invisible occupying army.

Keep in mind the ultimate goal of the NJTTF is the death of those they make homeless. Now you are thinking, wait a minute, that means they know homeless people are dying. Yes, they do and why build low income housing when you can just keep the homeless in horrible conditions until they get hit by a car, have a cardiac event, stop breathing while in a ketoacidotic coma or have a stroke. Just fill up the low-income housing with immigrants, our own homeless people will die in the USA’s internal genocide, fueled by horrible paying jobs, unhealthy food that has caused people to become disabled, poor elderly who are abandoned by their country, opioid targeting of the homeless population, heavy psychotropic use for sedation, intentional traumatizing facilitated by the homeless shelters and prison system. Remember how the NAZIs went after the disabled first, and then progressed to those they perceived as others? Those vulnerable people who are in the shelters are the targets. 

BTW, homeless people get hit by cars often and it is not reported in the news here in Boise. Some of them are intoxicated and contributed to the accident, but the drivers here are unbelievable. The guy found dead in the canal had been hit by a car, was in a wheel chair, and had been doing lots of drinking, these are facts. There are rumors of a situation where he may have been targeted that are not known to me to be facts. The important thing to understand here is the news media all simply regurgitated the press release about him that left all the details out. 

I do not ever drink, nor use drugs. I must walk for much of my transportation. The drivers in Boise Idaho are very egocentric and numb nutted and I am very angry about the police not doing anything about how dangerous it is for pedestrians. I am nearly hit by a car every two to three days and I watch carefully for cars. They always give that Boise fake smile and a little wave right after they almost kill you, you know, the same smile all the minimum wage workers use due to not even being paid enough to have a place to live. Recently I was in the middle of a cross walk and a man was stopped at a stop sign, he gunned his engine and came at me, stopping about two feet from me. It was as if he waited and then wanted to scare me, hmmm. Last week I was crossing a street where a motorcycle cop was sitting at a red light in the front. I was part way through a cross walk and the light was on my side. A car cut right in front of me, the cop just sat there. I stopped and said he had just witnessed a traffic violation, but did nothing. He pretended not to hear me and I repeated it, he did the same thing. I have had a cop car cut me off and one run at me. What is the deal Boise Police Department and why does the news media not report anything about the homeless being hit by cars and other incidents? The genocide will not be televised. 

I have not written about much of my experiences and observations here in Boise Idaho as a homeless person due to hoping a little information would cause changes, some changes were made. The thing is one can’t make those who are in charge suddenly have empathy, they lack it and shall remain that way until their death. It remains that disabled people who have invisible disabilities are treated like crap, especially myself. Multiple ADA accommodation requests were made at the Interfaith Sanctuary, multiple requests to file a grievance were made, letters were obtained from a doctor, it was all ignored. It is a fact that the laws of Idaho specify each non-profit have a grievance process, but strangely no one enforces that law and the attorney general’s office did a Sargent Schultz routine for me, I know nothing. The letters from the physician were not written with proper medical language reflecting lack of understanding on the part of the physician. Doctors by design of the government know nothing about ME/cfs, except for a few specialists with lists years long those of us on Medicare will never see. 

I am just now getting over a huge flare up of ME/cfs. I have had a horrible time and every night at the shelter have difficulty showering. It is generally understood that showering makes people with ME/cfs very ill. Often there is harassment in the women’s showers and one must pick up garbage and clean mud before even starting to remove clothing, only ten minutes are allotted. Once I had a shower stall where someone had peed all over the dressing side.

I am attempting not to get ill from yet another pathogen at the shelter as I have immune system problems. I ask the staff not to put their hands that go all over the property of others on my paper cup or anything else. I have stopped using their towels as they are handled by multiple people and strange things happen like a guy folding them by using his mouth, yes that was happening, but not as odd as the one who was covered in dirt and would go out and touch garbage, then go back to folding, he was wearing a construction vest which added to the whole scenario. When I approached Dan Ault about that he was condescending, implied I was lying and then tried to make me feel bad I was not folding laundry. Many of us learned long ago not to get involved with them in any way or there is more abuse. Right after Dan implied I was lying the guy walked by covered in dirt. I never lie about anything. 

There is little supervision unless I make a request for accommodation, then they actively and illogically deny very simple things. The issue last night was a paper cup. At first in an accusing tone, the student of social work asked if I had gotten one when I came in. Of course not, otherwise I would not be asking for another one and the chaos at the desk when we come in has a lot to do with people forgetting. You would not believe the abuse that has occurred around paper coffee cups at that shelter. There was one staff I nicknamed ‘The Coffee NAZI,’ no coffee for you.

In the past we could bring a bottle of water into the dorm but due to alcohol use, they finally caught on, they said we could not do that. So now they drink booze out of their lockers. We were told we could instead put some water into our paper coffee cups. Last night Dan Ault said we were not allowed to have water in our paper cups. Dan told me I should bring my own cup, come in to get water and go outside to drink it. We are not allowed outside after 9 PM so I can get into my locker. There are others at the shelter who were there when we were told no water bottles but we could put water in the paper cups. There is blowing air, frequent viruses, lots of allergens in Boise people cough and take sips of water so others can sleep. 

This is called sabotage a bullying technique, change the rules so people can’t be successful. It’s sad watching people at the shelter digging used cups out of the garbage cans in the morning so they can have coffee and that of course spreads pathogens. Apparently, the germ theory of disease is not believed in Boise Idaho. It is also apparent that the social work program at BSU is devoid of science. What they are learning at the shelter is bullying 101.

We all cracked up when for several weeks a woman had a ­­­gallon bottle of water on her bed right next to where staff walked and they never noticed. We watched every night as the hoard of social work students walked by. There were plastic bins and then garbage bags full of things on beds they either ignored or never saw as well. Since the social work students are rarely supervised it took quite a while for a regular staff to notice. Dan would go by and grab whatever the contraband was and we would crack up because he had no idea it had gone on for weeks. I wonder why they have bedbugs? LOL. 

Last night I realized that not only is there very little empathy and conscience from the management at the Interfaith Sanctuary, but they are intentionally doing ugly things to cause problems. This is when I knew I had made a big mistake holding back publishing. I also had a friend who cut and pasted something I wrote about the day before. He forgot to add my name so commenters thought it was him on vacation. They thought he was in a third world country, one of them asked if he was doing one of his research projects and another one said that did not sound like a good vacation. It was hilarious to me, but also sad. The homeless are living in third world or fourth world conditions in the United States with little hope for housing by design. Many of the homeless are not responsible for their plight, due to disabilities, being elderly, economic conditions, lack of housing and some of us were made homeless.

I have ME/cfs and have had it as far back as my memory goes, to about age three. I believe I have had this my whole life. The government demonized the illness as well as those who have it, refused to do research, put shills on committees etc. Recently through private funding we have had huge break throughs, broken Krebs cycles, calcium transport into cells issues and now evidence it is a very complex autoimmune disease. We have complex symptoms and certainly it is clear I was never get health care in Boise Idaho. 

I believe DES caused my health issues. My government allowed drug companies to sell a drug called DES, diethylstilbestrol  to pregnant women with the false claim that it prevented miscarriages. Back then people were told by advertisements even from doctors cigarettes were good for them and other crazy things. My mother had endometriosis, smoked cigarettes and was anorexic, of course she had miscarriages. They did a surgery and gave her a high dose of DES which effected the development of every cell in the fetus that would be me. Doctors are not what people think they are, there are some very intelligent ones who do research, but most just follow like sheep. They believed what the drug companies told them and for some reason ignore their own observations in their practices, not all of them, but most. This was a scam to make lots of money done at the same time as Thalidamide. You can’t see the vaginal cancer, the silent trauma, the breast cancer, the deformities of the sex organs, the brain changes, the immune system problems, especially autoimmune, the infertility, the abnormal bone cells, behavior changes due to androgenization of the females and the feminization of the males, the DES exposed men who are trans-sexual and the silent trauma. They paid off lawyers and put false news articles in newspapers to prevent us from organizing for compensation. We had to bear the burden of the health care costs along with our insurance companies. Later they did procedures on us that caused more harm to make money.

The FDA allowed this and we now know they facilitate dangerous drugs being sold. DES did not prevent miscarriages, it caused them. The medical schools are controlled by drug companies who make large donations allowing them to dictate what goes on, they stopped them from teaching future doctors about DES. When I seek health care they know nothing about a DES Daughter and say all kinds of crazy things to me. I can only go to an older GYN, but in Boise I can’t get real health care on any level. Those who have ME/cfs are treated like garbage and in Idaho nothing is known. We are misdiagnosed. I also have PTSD, females with PTSD are often misdiagnosed. I have misdiagnoses in my medical records from Terry Reilly and I would like some questions answered about the staff who did this. Then when I complained about that and the false claims of the MD director who says his specialty is mental health when he is not a psychiatrist or psychologist, they fired me as a patient, like I was going back there. I did go back to throw a speech about a mentally ill woman who had been thrown out of the Interfaith Sanctuary in the winter, was outside all night and in very bad shape that day. I would often go looking for her and help keep her from being thrown out of Albertsons so she could warm up. I called Adult Protective Services who are of course about as helpful as a broken crutch everywhere. Adult Protectie Service everywhere is about the same, working on the streets with the homeless, prostitutes and in the those crap buildings they had in Spokane in the 1980s they did nothing and let my elderly clients just die.  

One of the main functions of these clinics of incompetence all over the country is to load the homeless up on psychotropic meds. Half of the mental health problems among the homeless are caused by the abuse at the shelters, from the police abuse, from the communities, from the bullying and from having their property lost or stolen often by staff at the shelters (over and over). People are dehumanized in so many ways and given very few choices to be healthy, this disentagrates people. One can’t even be themselves, can’t do simple things like crochet, sew, read, garden, can’t cook a meal but instead we must eat unhealthy food. Just like in the inner city areas of larger cities where there are mostly minorities even if the homeless have money to buy food it is unhealthy, can be difficult to get to and the healthy food is in another area of the city. Even the only grocery store has limited choices, especially when we of course have no refrigeration or cooking facilities.  
Everything is taken from us. In my case I was made homeless intentionally so these things would happen to me and it happens to others. I don’t care if the people running this nightmare think I am crazy or they tell people that, there are people who know I am telling the truth, their numbers are growing and some are in the same situation as me. They harm health and in combination with the high sugar and low nutrition diets of the homeless cause diabetes mellitus, heart disease, strokes etc. They call this helping the homeless. What the homeless need is housing, but instead of housing we have meetings and lies given to the public. How can those who go to the meetings help people get into housing when there isn’t any?

Friday, August 4, 2017

Ten Year Anniversary Date of Wrongful Imprisonment, No Justice, Still Homeless

That was all enough, now I still carry all of this and remain homeless in a city of lies about the homeless and a shelter of abuse. Obviously I have the strength of ten women or I'd be dead by now. This is only part of my story. I know much more now than I did back then about how this country works. The problems are not just Alaska. There are corrupt federal agencies involved. Long before this happened I was a double whistleblower in New Mexico, what I did not know is it was about Fast-N-Furious which was a cover story for an operation to get control of states in Mexico for access to oil. They also used their war on drugs in Mexico for this. The government did nothing about the corruption, instead I was harmed. At the same time I did not know about the surveillance state and targeted disruption and harassment. I understand it very well now.

The link below is a link to a post on my Alaska blog, Frozen Justice.

Ten Year Anniversary Date of Wrongful Imprisonment, No Justice, Still Homeless

Saturday, June 24, 2017

Staff At The Interfaith Sanctuary Allow Behaviors That Cause Sleep Deprivation, Let The Publishing Begin

You can see by the video that I am exhausted and it was not from lack of sleep from one night, it took weeks to get into this shape. The non-profit industrial complex in Boise Idaho treats the homeless like garbage. They allow conditions that prevent sleep and then after it goes on a long period of time and someone complains the get the, who the hell do you think you are treatment.

 


It is time to start telling the story once again of the crazy conditions and abuse of the homeless in Boise Idaho. And so I shall.If not me, then who.

Over a long period of time I have written about what has gone on, but not published it hoping the threat of doing so would change their decisions, their behaviors and protect the vulnerable homeless from being traumatized more. That tactic did not work. Now I will turn to citizen journalism, publishing begins. I will be retaliated against on more than one level. Someone has to find the courage to tell the truth about how the homeless are treated in Boise Idaho and all over the country.

In Boise one must stay in a shelter if homeless, it is illegal to sleep outside. The police just as they do about many other abuses say they rarely use that law to ticket or incarcerate the homeless. Then why is it I hear so much about it happening? How about some stats on that BPD.
I will be discussing just one of the many things that happen to prevent the homeless from sleeping. This is especially true of the women in warehouse shelters, the Interfaith Sanctuary is in that category. Women last night were telling me how years ago the men had showers and a bathroom and the women had no showers along with having to go outside to use porta-pottys. The women are always put in the noisiest spots, like next to the laundry room because we are an afterthought, second class citizens. I do not know the history here, but in many places the warehouse shelters were sued because they refused to take homeless women, so they reluctantly and angrily have a few beds. The first time I came to the Interfaith Sanctuary I had a spot on the floor in the freezing cold with people stepping on me and kicking me as they only had three spots for women and they were right at the desk. I had already been very traumatized by how I was treated the first night of my arrival. Little did I know they had more planned for me. Now they have women in a small room across from the main desk, but with the top part of the wall open to the laundry room which runs at night.
For several weeks a woman in the women's dorm has had her cell phone set to alarm between 3:15 AM and 5:15 AM, there are times when it went off every fifteen minutes four times. That would be an hour. Recently it has gone off at 4:15 AM and then again at 4:30 AM. She claims she is going to work and must get up and that staff in the past did not wake her. I have no idea if this is true because much of the claims are illogical. The staff are unable to detect the illogicality of the scenario.
Myself and others are very sleep deprived. As you can see from the video I am very exhausted looking. I was recently very sick, the sleep deprivation is the not whole story, but a great deal of it.
Most normal people would automatically know that when sharing a room with twenty-one other women they cannot leave their cell phone sounds on to wake the others. There are people in Boise Idaho who are so egocentric they will even answer a phone call at 3 AM that has already awakened everyone and just lay there in the bed talking into the thing.

The things that have happened in the past are unbelievable from a woman in the bunk under me with vaginal odor so bad I would be awakened by it and start gagging and she had other women get into the bed with her, it rocked like an earthquake. Staff took no action, she called me a “fucking bitch” every morning, made up false things to report to staff attempting to get me in trouble, she threatened to assault me and others. They allowed this to go on for months until she threatened staff, oh, then sudden immediate action was taken. She organized mobbings against me in the conex box where my locker was. She was the second woman to do this, the other one is still there causing problems. I have a recording of the smelly va-jay-jay woman threatening to assault someone like she did to me. Finally I contacted the police and filed a report. There was another person who called me a “fucking bitch” every day for a long time, not only did staff do nothing, but they gave him one of their trustee jobs so he could have more power to bully people. Not too long ago he kicked the glass of a bus door so it cracked. The people of Boise. There is much more material than this.
Yesterday I got up right after the 4:15 AM cell phone alarm went off. I went out to talk to staff who in the past have said they would do something on multiple occasions. This is like the sociopath who plays loud music late at night in an apartment building who turns the music down when the police pull into the parking lot. The times the alarm goes off are changed around. The one this morning claimed he has sat outside the door and waited for the cell phone alarm to go off. How many times? Once? What time? 

This has gone on for weeks, the staff have done nothing. Have the staff been told to do nothing by a director has harassed me in a serial way over a long period of time due to the cell phone alarm affecting me the most. I recently asked him to stop as he was putting on a show for the volunteers once again.

The shift supervisors have known, the case managers have known and apparently told people they would do something, nope. I know Dan Ault knows because I told him in the dorm while the woman was there. I have severe PTSD on top of sleep disorders associated with ME/cfs and the sleep problems associated with being very intelligent. I do not take medications for PTSD, the treatment for late stage is living life as best you can. I learned from Vietnam Vets to concentrate my attention on something to get to sleep due to the circulating memories of trauma of which I have much. This also helps the sleep disorders of the intelligent as we think in tracks which causes one thought to lead to another. If I focus on something it slows that down. I was drawing on my silent cell phone which also had the light turned down trying to get sleepy enough to fall asleep. One of the sleep disorders of ME/cfs is called, ‘tired but wired’, we are exhausted but can’t go to sleep and certainly after being awakened every morning for weeks and then of course not being able to sleep after this I was very exhausted and having even more difficulty than usual getting to sleep.

I’m sure Terry Reilly would prefer I take some health harming medication for sleep but I prefer to make good choices about my health. That was sarcasm, as Terry Reilly fired me as a patient as if I was coming back after I publicly said the director who is a family practice doctor can’t claim his specialty is mental health, that would be a psychiatrist. I also publicly said they gave me two misdiagnoses within a few minutes of arriving at their clinic and they did.
I have explained the sleep disorders, so here is the incident. I was drawing on my cell phone using a app. Dan Ault came in to tell me to turn it off. I called him back over and said, Dan why is it drawing on my cell phone which makes no sound is a problem, but a cell phone alarm going off every morning and waking everyone up is OK? Dan just wandered off.
Yesterday I got up right after the 4:15 AM cell phone alarm went off. I went out to talk to staff who in the past have said they would do something. This situation is like the immature neighbor who plays loud music late at night in an apartment building that turns the music down when the police pull into the parking lot. The times the alarm starts have changed around. The staff this morning claimed he has sat outside the door and waited for the cell phone alarm to go off. How many times? Once? But at the same time, he also tried to tell me it was not a problem for it to go off. Really? There are twenty-one other women in the dorm and we get told to turn our cell phones off by Dan Ault, why is it OK for this woman to steal our sleep from us for weeks. Why is that allowed? Who would think this was an appropriate thing to do?
When I got up no staff was to be found so I went to the bathroom. When I came out, no staff. I finally saw one outside through the window. He saw me at the desk and came in. There were apparently two staff on, I have no idea where the other one was. I tell the guy about the cell phone going off, that it has gone on for weeks and that reliable people have told me she threatened others she would set her alarm to go off every hour. Then another woman came out and said exhausted and exasperated, “The cell phone.” I was not there, but this staff did go and ask her to turn the cell phone off, then it was reported that she began to scream at him, I was not there. If I did this they would throw me out. Others have been thrown out for this and much less, what gives? I was told this morning by another staff person that she is using the alarm to get up and go to work, it had gone off twice at this point and she was still in the bed when the staff came to ask her to turn it off which is the usual scenario. Capiche? She did not get up to get herself ready for work.
I got back on my bunk at that point not knowing about the yelling. The cell phone went off again. She announced loudly, “Now everyone is awake!” This is the kind of behavior they allow. People lose their beds at the Interfaith Sanctuary if they forget to make them, if they forget it is the day they are supposed to stay and do a chore. Why is this woman allowed to keep us from sleeping for weeks and then pull a stunt like having the alarm go off again obviously intentionally right after staff asks her to turn it off and then she screams at him? What in the hell?
Last night right after lights out her phone was going off. This morning the phone again alarmed at 4:15 AM, at 4:29 AM the staff person came into the dorm and I thought, OK maybe he will hear when it goes off at 4:30 AM. Nope he left and she had turned it off, most likely when she saw him walk in. It is possible someone got up to inform him, I do not know. When this phone goes off many of us are up for the day, but she often keeps sleeping or stays on the bed with the alarm going off again and again. Does that sound like a person who is desperate to get up and get to work on time?

As I was talking to staff this morning she comes and rudely interrupted, stating, “She can’t keep complaining about it.” I explained that I would keep complaining about it, that there are twenty-one other women in the dorm and she had no right to keep waking us all up every morning. She said at some point the staff had not awakened her and she was late for work. The staff that was on said when he was on he would be sure to wake her up. Then later he stated that he had taken care of the problem. No, he has not. There were statements made by her such as, “You have no idea who I am.” Then I replied that she did not know who I am. That was a veiled threat that she made, BTW. She began to lecture me with the usual BS used to justify the lack of supervision in the shelter by staff, "This is a homeless shelter..." blah, blah, blah. Staff said nothing. Then she made this statement, “You probably sit over at Corpus Christi all day and eat.” At some point she said if she is late for work, "heads will roll." Staff has been nasty to me, but allowed her to say this with not one damn comment. Really? What is going on here?

This is a working poor mentality, they have a crappy job so now use that to look down on others. She knows nothing about my work history, I worked hard with health problems, worked my way through college, no help. Then I even went to work while suffering for years, decades. When I became very ill I worked part time and survived on that. Then I got PTSD from my work on top of ME/cfs, being a DES daughter and having Interstitial Cystitis. Who in the hell does she think she is and what the hell is wrong with the staff?

THEY HAVE ALLOWED THE HEALTH OF THE OTHER WOMEN TO BE HARMED BY ONE WOMAN. WHY? WHO WOULD DO THAT?

In Boise, just about anyone can get a crappy job, that is no big feat, they are begging for employees. I never go to Corpus Christi due to immune system problems, they have Dyson blowers in the bathrooms known to rapidly distribute pathogens, there are un-bathed people who rub up against others, out of control dogs, too many people jammed in the building, massive behavior problems, people talking non-stop often about nothing. I like many of the people and would like to sit and talk with them, but then there are the bullies, drunks, sociopaths and people who are high. I don’t even go over there to get my mail anymore.
The only time I go to Corpus Christi is if the Children’s and Women’s Alliance thrift store, The Shop, is having a bag sale. I find a couple things for myself and then fill the bag with various sizes of clothing I think others will find attractive because I do and bring the clothes over for their clothes closet.
Staff said nothing about the veiled threat nor the bullying statements to her. He allowed it. She got loud and then he goes, “Ladies” as if I was talking loudly too. Do not put me in the same behavior category, EVER, not after all this time of being forced to endure the horrible behaviors while nothing was done! This is my reaction to your abuse, writing about it, making a video, telling the public THE TRUTH and I am sick to death of this crap. I will report it to the public. There will be retaliation, of that I can be sure.
Here is a short compilation that was made after I reported some police abuse. It captured a statement I made at the Office of Police Oversight, “I speak up, I tell the stories.” This is who I am, never ever put me in any the category of people who intentionally do things to harm others.


The staff is unable to add 1+1 and get 2. The alarms go off every day, does she work every day? Why would the alarms need to go off on her day off? The times for the alarms have been changed several times. Is her schedule variable? She often does not get up when the alarms go off. She did not turn the phone off when asked to by staff, instead she allowed it to go off again and then loudly said that now everyone is awake. That should have explained to them what is going on. The intel is that while having a bed in another area of the dorm she told people she would set her alarm to go off every hour and play music all night. The sources were reliable, but will be protected.
I have had people threaten to assault me at that shelter and staff takes no action. I have a recording of one of them threatening to assault someone else. I filed a police report over the harassment. For some time now, I have been being harassed by a man who comes in drunk every night and is so intoxicated he may not be able to form memories of his behavior. Not one damn is given and he is what I call one of their trustees. After all, homeless shelters are essentially night prisons and gangs of bullies are allowed to prey upon others. Someone call Dr. Zimbardo.
One night a very intoxicated man who had blood on his hand was stumbling around the Conex box where my locker is incoherantly. Imagine enduring this kind of crap everyday. The attitude if you complain is that you can leave. They love those who endanger others. I was trying to get my stuff out for showering. Staff came and was trying to get him in the building to wash the hand. No warning was given about the bloody hand. Rather than walk he was so drunk he slammed into the lockers, I saw the blood and ran to protect myself. Night before last a very besotted man, as I stood at my locker lifted the biggest suitcase I have ever seen up over my head attempting to put it on top of the lockers and dropped it. He then asked the drunken fella who harasses me to help him, he refused and made a comment that the suitcase would not fit in my crotch. This is what goes on. When I reported this scenario to one of the case managers she had a flat affect, no comment, no question, no reaction and as far as I know no action was taken. Did it even register how unsafe that was? They are clearly not trauma-aware, but instead have a policy of trauma-causing. Do they think having drunk men harass women is OK? It appears they do since it has been allowed to go on and on and on for years.If I had the ability to be autonomous I could protect myself from them if I was autonomous, but they do not allow that instead forcing people to be at risk of being harmed physically and psychologically. If I called the police or took any action they would throw me out and have told me so in the past.

If I had any other place to go I would be out of there in a second. Here in Boise, the homeless and low income people are given little options, more on that another time. There are women who are decent, nice people trapped in this shelter in these conditions that have been there for years while the city and state tell people there is housing and while the shelter system and federally mandated programs tell the lie that many homeless people are getting housing. There is only a teeny amount of low income housing and most of it was given to the immigrants. I am not xenophobic, but would like some answers as to why people in Boise have been homeless for so long, but the housing was not provided for them, then there was a large influx of immigrants who took up all the housing. Mayor Bieter needs to answer for that.

Someone told me about a subsidized complex having their list open a couple days ago, it’s only the lists that are opening and some of them require a deposit to even be on the damn list, I called, the manager said it would be two to three years before I might be called. That is all there is, the agencies tell people they have help, no they do not. These women who are simply poor have been forced to live in concentration camp conditions being preyed upon, have access to mostly unhealthy food and have had health problems created they would not have had if they had shelter of their own. That is what they United States does to it's own people, the poor elderly, the mentally ill, the disabled, it is shameful. I find this horrifying, but I also must experience it and observe it daily.
This is the beginning. I will be posting about current and past issues after what has gone on the past two days. There are many women who are witnesses to this. If anything happens to me please tell the police there are many witnesses as to what was going on. Some of the witnesses are good honest women. If the BPD takes no action please put pressure on other agencies to make them investigate.