Over a long period of time I have written about my life as a
homeless person, the injustice I suffered in Alaska and then the very strange
harassment that has gone on for years including very strange mobbing behaviors
at a USDA RD subsidized, predatory non-profit owned apartment complex in
Soldotna Alaska. I have a much better understanding of that now. Apparently the
JTTF/FUSION/FBI/CIA here in Idaho has started their Stasi tactics on me helping
to make this clear, thanks for the intel, oh and of course it means I am
telling the truth because why bother harassing and disrupting a person who lies
or is crazy. They spend huge amounts of money on disrupting the lives of people
who have pissed off politicians, community bullies, other forms of scum and as
someone recently said, the “bad rich people in power.” It is a type of
invisible occupying army.
Keep in mind the ultimate goal of the NJTTF is the death of those
they make homeless. Now you are thinking, wait a minute, that means they know
homeless people are dying. Yes, they do and why build low income housing when
you can just keep the homeless in horrible conditions until they get hit by a
car, have a cardiac event, stop breathing while in a ketoacidotic coma or have
a stroke. Just fill up the low-income housing with immigrants, our own homeless
people will die in the USA’s internal genocide, fueled by horrible paying jobs,
unhealthy food that has caused people to become disabled, poor elderly who are
abandoned by their country, opioid targeting of the homeless population, heavy
psychotropic use for sedation, intentional traumatizing facilitated by the homeless
shelters and prison system. Remember how the NAZIs went after the disabled
first, and then progressed to those they perceived as others? Those vulnerable
people who are in the shelters are the targets.
BTW, homeless people get hit by cars often and it is not
reported in the news here in Boise. Some of them are intoxicated and
contributed to the accident, but the drivers here are unbelievable. The guy
found dead in the canal had been hit by a car, was in a wheel chair, and had
been doing lots of drinking, these are facts. There are rumors of a situation
where he may have been targeted that are not known to me to be facts. The
important thing to understand here is the news media all simply regurgitated
the press release about him that left all the details out.
I do not ever drink, nor use drugs. I must walk for much of
my transportation. The drivers in Boise Idaho are very egocentric and numb
nutted and I am very angry about the police not doing anything about how
dangerous it is for pedestrians. I am nearly hit by a car every two to three
days and I watch carefully for cars. They always give that Boise fake smile and
a little wave right after they almost kill you, you know, the same smile all
the minimum wage workers use due to not even being paid enough to have a place
to live. Recently I was in the middle of a cross walk and a man was stopped at
a stop sign, he gunned his engine and came at me, stopping about two feet from
me. It was as if he waited and then wanted to scare me, hmmm. Last week I was
crossing a street where a motorcycle cop was sitting at a red light in the
front. I was part way through a cross walk and the light was on my side. A car
cut right in front of me, the cop just sat there. I stopped and said he had
just witnessed a traffic violation, but did nothing. He pretended not to hear
me and I repeated it, he did the same thing. I have had a cop car cut me off
and one run at me. What is the deal Boise Police Department and why does the
news media not report anything about the homeless being hit by cars and other
incidents? The genocide will not be televised.
I have not written about much of my experiences and
observations here in Boise Idaho as a homeless person due to hoping a little
information would cause changes, some changes were made. The thing is one can’t
make those who are in charge suddenly have empathy, they lack it and shall
remain that way until their death. It remains that disabled people who have
invisible disabilities are treated like crap, especially myself. Multiple ADA
accommodation requests were made at the Interfaith Sanctuary, multiple requests
to file a grievance were made, letters were obtained from a doctor, it was all
ignored. It is a fact that the laws of Idaho specify each non-profit have a
grievance process, but strangely no one enforces that law and the attorney
general’s office did a Sargent Schultz routine for me, I know nothing. The
letters from the physician were not written with proper medical language reflecting
lack of understanding on the part of the physician. Doctors by design of the
government know nothing about ME/cfs, except for a few specialists with lists
years long those of us on Medicare will never see.
I am just now getting over a huge flare up of ME/cfs. I have
had a horrible time and every night at the shelter have difficulty showering.
It is generally understood that showering makes people with ME/cfs very ill.
Often there is harassment in the women’s showers and one must pick up garbage
and clean mud before even starting to remove clothing, only ten minutes are
allotted. Once I had a shower stall where someone had peed all over the
dressing side.
I am attempting not to get ill from yet another pathogen at
the shelter as I have immune system problems. I ask the staff not to put their
hands that go all over the property of others on my paper cup or anything else.
I have stopped using their towels as they are handled by multiple people and
strange things happen like a guy folding them by using his mouth, yes that was
happening, but not as odd as the one who was covered in dirt and would go out
and touch garbage, then go back to folding, he was wearing a construction vest
which added to the whole scenario. When I approached Dan Ault about that he was
condescending, implied I was lying and then tried to make me feel bad I was not
folding laundry. Many of us learned long ago not to get involved with them in
any way or there is more abuse. Right after Dan implied I was lying the guy
walked by covered in dirt. I never lie about anything.
There is little supervision unless I make a request for
accommodation, then they actively and illogically deny very simple things. The
issue last night was a paper cup. At first in an accusing tone, the student of
social work asked if I had gotten one when I came in. Of course not, otherwise
I would not be asking for another one and the chaos at the desk when we come in
has a lot to do with people forgetting. You would not believe the abuse that
has occurred around paper coffee cups at that shelter. There was one staff I
nicknamed ‘The Coffee NAZI,’ no coffee for you.
In the past we could bring a bottle of water into the dorm
but due to alcohol use, they finally caught on, they said we could not do that.
So now they drink booze out of their lockers. We were told we could instead put
some water into our paper coffee cups. Last night Dan Ault said we were not
allowed to have water in our paper cups. Dan told me I should bring my own cup,
come in to get water and go outside to drink it. We are not allowed outside
after 9 PM so I can get into my locker. There are others at the shelter who
were there when we were told no water bottles but we could put water in the
paper cups. There is blowing air, frequent viruses, lots of allergens in Boise
people cough and take sips of water so others can sleep.
This is called sabotage a bullying technique, change the
rules so people can’t be successful. It’s sad watching people at the shelter
digging used cups out of the garbage cans in the morning so they can have
coffee and that of course spreads pathogens. Apparently, the germ theory of
disease is not believed in Boise Idaho. It is also apparent that the social
work program at BSU is devoid of science. What they are learning at the shelter
is bullying 101.
We all cracked up when for several weeks a woman had a gallon
bottle of water on her bed right next to where staff walked and they never noticed.
We watched every night as the hoard of social work students walked by. There
were plastic bins and then garbage bags full of things on beds they either
ignored or never saw as well. Since the social work students are rarely
supervised it took quite a while for a regular staff to notice. Dan would go by
and grab whatever the contraband was and we would crack up because he had no
idea it had gone on for weeks. I wonder why they have bedbugs? LOL.
Last night I realized that not only is there very little
empathy and conscience from the management at the Interfaith Sanctuary, but
they are intentionally doing ugly things to cause problems. This is when I knew
I had made a big mistake holding back publishing. I also had a friend who cut
and pasted something I wrote about the day before. He forgot to add my name so commenters
thought it was him on vacation. They thought he was in a third world country, one
of them asked if he was doing one of his research projects and another one said
that did not sound like a good vacation. It was hilarious to me, but also sad.
The homeless are living in third world or fourth world conditions in the United
States with little hope for housing by design. Many of the homeless are not
responsible for their plight, due to disabilities, being elderly, economic
conditions, lack of housing and some of us were made homeless.
I have ME/cfs and have had it as far back as my memory goes,
to about age three. I believe I have had this my whole life. The government demonized
the illness as well as those who have it, refused to do research, put shills on
committees etc. Recently through private funding we have had huge break
throughs, broken Krebs cycles, calcium transport into cells issues and now
evidence it is a very complex autoimmune disease. We have complex symptoms and
certainly it is clear I was never get health care in Boise Idaho.
I believe DES caused my health issues. My government allowed
drug companies to sell a drug called DES, diethylstilbestrol to pregnant women with the false claim that
it prevented miscarriages. Back then people were told by advertisements even
from doctors cigarettes were good for them and other crazy things. My mother
had endometriosis, smoked cigarettes and was anorexic, of course she had
miscarriages. They did a surgery and gave her a high dose of DES which effected
the development of every cell in the fetus that would be me. Doctors are not
what people think they are, there are some very intelligent ones who do
research, but most just follow like sheep. They believed what the drug companies
told them and for some reason ignore their own observations in their practices,
not all of them, but most. This was a scam to make lots of money done at the
same time as Thalidamide. You can’t see the vaginal cancer, the silent trauma,
the breast cancer, the deformities of the sex organs, the brain changes, the
immune system problems, especially autoimmune, the infertility, the abnormal
bone cells, behavior changes due to androgenization of the females and the
feminization of the males, the DES exposed men who are trans-sexual and the
silent trauma. They paid off lawyers and put false news articles in newspapers
to prevent us from organizing for compensation. We had to bear the burden of
the health care costs along with our insurance companies. Later they did
procedures on us that caused more harm to make money.
The FDA allowed this and we now know they facilitate
dangerous drugs being sold. DES did not prevent miscarriages, it caused them.
The medical schools are controlled by drug companies who make large donations
allowing them to dictate what goes on, they stopped them from teaching future
doctors about DES. When I seek health care they know nothing about a DES
Daughter and say all kinds of crazy things to me. I can only go to an older
GYN, but in Boise I can’t get real health care on any level. Those who have
ME/cfs are treated like garbage and in Idaho nothing is known. We are
misdiagnosed. I also have PTSD, females with PTSD are often misdiagnosed. I
have misdiagnoses in my medical records from Terry Reilly and I would like some
questions answered about the staff who did this. Then when I complained about
that and the false claims of the MD director who says his specialty is mental
health when he is not a psychiatrist or psychologist, they fired me as a
patient, like I was going back there. I did go back to throw a speech about a
mentally ill woman who had been thrown out of the Interfaith Sanctuary in the
winter, was outside all night and in very bad shape that day. I would often go
looking for her and help keep her from being thrown out of Albertsons so she
could warm up. I called Adult Protective Services who are of course about as
helpful as a broken crutch everywhere. Adult Protectie Service everywhere is
about the same, working on the streets with the homeless, prostitutes and in
the those crap buildings they had in Spokane in the 1980s they did nothing and
let my elderly clients just die.
One of the main functions of these clinics of incompetence
all over the country is to load the homeless up on psychotropic meds. Half of
the mental health problems among the homeless are caused by the abuse at the
shelters, from the police abuse, from the communities, from the bullying and
from having their property lost or stolen often by staff at the shelters (over
and over). People are dehumanized in so many ways and given very few choices to
be healthy, this disentagrates people. One can’t even be themselves, can’t do
simple things like crochet, sew, read, garden, can’t cook a meal but instead we
must eat unhealthy food. Just like in the inner city areas of larger cities
where there are mostly minorities even if the homeless have money to buy food
it is unhealthy, can be difficult to get to and the healthy food is in another
area of the city. Even the only grocery store has limited choices, especially when
we of course have no refrigeration or cooking facilities.
Everything is taken from us. In my case I was made homeless
intentionally so these things would happen to me and it happens to others. I
don’t care if the people running this nightmare think I am crazy or they tell
people that, there are people who know I am telling the truth, their numbers
are growing and some are in the same situation as me. They harm health and in
combination with the high sugar and low nutrition diets of the homeless cause
diabetes mellitus, heart disease, strokes etc. They call this helping the
homeless. What the homeless need is housing, but instead of housing we have
meetings and lies given to the public. How can those who go to the meetings
help people get into housing when there isn’t any?
